Wednesday 30 July 2008

it's been 2 weeks not seeing him online at the same time le..but even though once he was online, i dare not start the conversation. dun wanna disturb him if he's busy wif something else rite?
(felt like i've said this b4...really?)

so..it's normal tat we gurls cry rite?
and sumtimes it's just a way to release our emotions..
i had enuf crying at one time..and he thot if there's sumthing wrong..(i'm fine, really)
i wonder if guys are sensitive to girls' crying?

finally got my pay !! hopefully can hang out wif bff soon if she's not busy either.

bogo-ship-poyo 11:00 pm

Monday 28 July 2008

i still haven get my freaking pay yet !! wat the heck rite? so i called the HR abt it..she said will call me back later. it feels like im begging for my own money, the money tat i worked hard for some more.
i hate feeling so poor rite now..

so last saturday, helped out at the event tat QL wanted one of us to go, which was at Punggol. went wif QL, and her friend and boyfriend.
It was a welcome party for the residents there at Edgedale. At first it was boring, time was passing by so slowly..i volunteered at the bouncing float. so basically just make sure of the kids' safety.
there's these 2 boys tat are bigger and older than the average kids.

bogo-ship-poyo 12:37 pm

Monday 21 July 2008

it sucks not to hav money..im feeling like crap now
cannot go out and shop at all..even going out would use some transport money..
so im always stuck at home..just waiting for my pay to come..i've been worrying SO much abt my pay..
just hope to hav some money for QL's bday celebratn tis coming wed..
my period has not come yet..it's always a relief when it comes so yah..
im sad as well..the last time we've chatted was last wed, during his worktime..is he busy? im worried he's already sick and tired of me..hope not !
im so lonely..sigh*

bogo-ship-poyo 12:24 am

Thursday 17 July 2008

Had a fall at home. The fall was so animated, like wat u would hav seen on tv or cartoons where the person would fall flat on the back..yup, i fell on my back..flat
here's wat happened:
i was on the com then the phone rang.
it was ringing for some time so i wouldn't wan whoever tat was calling to hang up on me..
so i rushed to the phone.
Forgot tat there's a small puddle of water near the phone stand..so i slipped.
thot tat i would land on my butt but it all happened so fast tat somehow i landed on my back. moreover, there's a small fan beside the phone stand.
it fell on my left feet when i was already flat on my back.
i thot i couldn't stand up at all but i managed to..
so basically i'm hurt on my left feet and the lower part of my back..ouch!
i'm just glad it didn't happen to any other person tat might just cause more pain, like for an elderly (not tat there was any at home).
i'm guessing there will be blueblack marks on tat 2 spots by tml..
and guess wat..the phone call ended by the time i slipped!

bogo-ship-poyo 11:29 pm

" u wanna meet me one day ? " he asked me tat qn !!
of course it's not like he wants to meet me immediately but when we noe each other a lil more in the future, tat qn might pop again soon..
so i just said, "maybe"..haha..
he asked me whether i'm afraid or shy ? and i just answered, "both"
i tink it's more of nervous and excited than afraid..coz we've only seen each other from pics and can be diff when u see tat person in person, face to face..
nervous tat he might expect more of me..i'm skinny rite (not tat i wan to) so who noes he might get turn off by skinny girls..
excited to c how tall he is and how he sounds like and stuff..

anyway, it's not like we meeting yet ! nope, not yet..

bogo-ship-poyo 3:35 pm

Tuesday 15 July 2008

i feel better now unlike my previous blog entry.
he was online. not sure whether to start the conversation or not. (but i still did anyway).
so finally found out y he did not replied me back coz he fell asleep on his couch for a short while.
so by the time he woke up, i was already offline.
we chat abt his hamsters! (14 of them wor..althou there were a lot more b4 tat).
hope to c pics of his hamsters soon! ("very very cute" as quoted by him).

bogo-ship-poyo 2:57 pm

Saturday 12 July 2008

i really am in a bad bad mood now..can just cry for no reason. when i'm angry abt sumthing else, i wld cry abt sumthing else instead. coz the mood to cry happens to be there..
last nite chat wif him online..just felt tat sumthing was off during tat chat..like it wasn't him typing the words. he kinda like forgot wat we had chat abt previously. (wat su..u expect him to remember everything u guys had chat abt? not..duh!)
halfway thru, he nvr replied at all. our conversation elapsed for more than an hr and i was getting sleepy..so i just say wat i needed to say and just signed off..
funnily i slept thru soundly tat nite..watever la

tml last day of work but sadly no enuf money yet to spend..sigh, have to find another job. a whole new round of complainings, and new stuffs to learn i guess (if i hav a job)

tat's it!

bogo-ship-poyo 11:42 pm

Wednesday 9 July 2008

3 more working days b4 i end my 1-mth contract!!
anyway, yesterday when i finished my dinner break, i was sitting around where the seats are. and it's rite outside the singtel shop. can't believe tat there's actually a malay guy tat just sat beside me and started toking to me like i noe him. he was like, "..dun be scared to tok to me leh..i wont eat u up.." or "i'm a friendly person, likes to tok to ppl.." more like he only wants to disturb girls tat are younger than him. he kept asking me qns tat can be too personal for others. i wasn't sure whether to answer him or not..so i would only nod or shake my head, while playing wif my phone. he claims tat he's 26..looks older lor..wat the heck! and how dare he asked for my hp no..of course didn't give and wouldn't even THINK abt giving him my no. fat hope! he's not even handsome lor..
gud tink it was near the end of my break, so i had the excuse to go back..i felt the shiver sia..burrr..so cold just thinking abt it..

tat's it! so hungry now

bogo-ship-poyo 8:24 pm

Sunday 6 July 2008

yesterday, dijah came to causeway point and we get to eat for lunch around 430pm. because of her, i was late when i punched in. first time late but only for like 10 mins or so.
its ok la as long as i dun get scolded or anything. instead of going home at 6.30 coz tat's my shift for tat day, i had to do overtime until 9.30 coz 2 ppl from level 2 MC sia. i had to relief for a girl at the bazaar althou she was not hungry coz theres a lot of stalls selling food at the bazaar and u get tempted i guess. at least i get to chat wif her for tat 1 hr before i went back to level 1.
today off day. planned tat we sec skoolmates wld go out for a get together. but both me and dijah busy and we didn't plan properly. only last minute tat we made confirmation. so i was not suprised tat all didn't come. even dijah had last-minute thing. (relatives of her passed away)
so just me and james. i kinda told andy not to come meet us coz just found out tat both james and andy dun get along. dun u tink it wld be weird if both of them met?
so me and james just went to watch Hancock at vivo. Nice movie. not like wat i expected. so tat's why its fun to watch. thot tat i wld go home early but he wanted to walk2 around, so we did tat. it's still okay hanging out wif him. at least we get to chat after so long. the best part was bumping into old friends. first was parames, our sec skool classmate. i almost thot i got the wrong guy but i was certain tat it was him. then, a few mins later, saw Harry, my colleague during my attachment. he thot tat i was going on a date -_-. then saw someone i see b4 in sec skool tat james know. then..saw Kenneth which i only remembered his name after im at home. i didn't noe or forgot tat he's the guy tat had a knock/clash wif james a few years ago at school, tat caused james' 2 front teeth to break. james dun even wan to see his face until now..so sorry i forgot james..

anyway, hopefully can still make a real planned gathering wif my sec skool classmates. today was definitely unsuccessful..tat's it!
sigh..hav to work tml but 6 more days to end of work!

bogo-ship-poyo 9:10 pm

Friday 4 July 2008

last nite didnt go online at all..was figuring tat he wont be online anyway, so wat's the use anyway rite?
was chatting wif bro before going to sleep..he was singing M2M's song, "Everything You Do". it's an old song and then i suddenly remembered the other great songs like "Pretty Boy", "Mirror Mirror" etc..the song "pretty boy" just reminded me of him so yah..
so the funny thing was, after i had my lunch break, sat down where there are seats outside shops in the mall and heard the song at Hang Ten (so does tat mean anything?)
anyway, didn't eat a full meal at all during my lunch and early dinner break..so i basically felt like passing out at one point..no wonder at times i thot the place looks dim and the next, too bright..(tat's the sign tat u r going to pass out gurl). Kept yawning the whole time some more. so finally linda helped cashiering while i go and rest for a while..
Lesson of the day: to eat at least a full meal each day when im working..it's pretty serious if i dun eat properly coz i'm standing all the time during work..but it's only today tat i didn't eat properly..so no worries k?
now chatting wif him..so happy me!

an apple a day..

bogo-ship-poyo 11:30 pm