Wednesday 10 September 2014

You see...I don't have a lot of friends. To be more specific, I don't have a lot of malay friends.

And I don't know why though..

When I recalled my schooling days, I didn't have a lot of malay friends back in poly. Just 3 during my 2nd year only! yup, none during my 1st year in SP.
And all 3 are guys though haha...

I had malay friends in secondary school but I wasn't close to them as I went to a different class than them Sec 3 onwards. It's not like I don't like making friends. I actually have many close friends, just not a lot of malay friends.

and THEN I recalled my primary school days where it all started really.

My first 2 years was at a different school. at yishun. and then we moved. And after that, I was schooling my remaining 4 years at another school.

Maybe I watch too much drama/movies but when I recalled back how I was like the 'transferred student', it wasn't that easy to make friends. Maybe just for me 'cos my brother had no problem whatsoever.

I made a friend. Her name was Syahirah (I think that's how it's spelt?). We would go home together and stuffs. But one fine day, I got a letter written from her. She wrote that we cannot be friends anymore. How sad (now that I'm thinking about it). I don't remember for what reasons she didn't want to be my friend anymore.
I only remembered after the letter, she was seen mostly with her usual group of malay girlfriends.
Like she wasn't allowed to be friends with me because her girlfriends said so.

She wasn't in the same class as me. Just malay classes only. But we became estranged just like that.
I think I was a cool girl then because I was cool not being friends with me. Like it was no big deal. I was the quiet girl anyway..

My only regrets was not being more open with people then. Because I don't remembered a lot of my primary school days, it's as if I didn't try hard enough making friends then. I didn't keep in contact with any of them at all. I really wanna try doing it now. I did add some of them on FB that I remembered. The rest of them were familiar but nope can't remember much. They were most probably just from malay class so yeah. although I added one girl on FB but eventually I found out she unfriend me on FB months after that like seriously??? >__>

you see that's why..i don't have a lot of malay friends 'cos I've got NO idea why

ok bye!

bogo-ship-poyo 11:16 am