Saturday, 27 September 2008

i haven't blog for quite some time le .. why not ? cos there's really nothing happening tat i can blog abt ..
its funny how my previous blog entries were all almost daily .. and were all abt him ..
there's been some slow progression btw me and him .. cos he's busy (really..) dun tink of it as an excuse ..
we only sms each other only .. and are all short ones .. even replying my smses wld be a busy thing for him ..
i miss chatting wif him online .. cos its only online tat he's able to give me a 'rose' each time we ended off ..
i miss hearing his voice .. even if we talked for a few mins on the phone, i treasured every min of it .. wished tat i cld have recorded them .. then i cld just listen to his voice if i miss him ..

thurs nite .. after hanging out wif poly friends, i told myself tat i shld stop messaging him .. but earlier on tat nite i smsed him .. we smsed for a short while .. on the way home in the bus, i did a lot of thinking .. i let fate decide for me .. i didn't reply anymore to his last sms .. then i told myself : if he still sms me by tonite or at least by early morning, then i wld tink tat we still hav a chance ..

i was suprised tat he did message me at 4 plus in the morning .. he told me tat he's sorry tat he's been busy .. like wat i told bff, i was happy enuf tat he made the effort to 'tell' me tat .. at least i felt tat he was still interested in tis r/s .. so yah .. gotta hav some patience and faith and hope !

hopefully when the weekends over, he wouldn't be as busy as he is still ! i wan the normal him again !

bogo-ship-poyo 12:57 am