Monday, 15 September 2008

last nite i was online most of the time .. he only started to appear online very late at nite .. i wasn't sure wat to do .. whether to start a conversatn or not .. cos im sure he has a lot of ppl to entertain online .. its not just me u noe ..
maybe i was waiting for him to be free enuf to 'layan' me instead .. but i was already sleepy .. it was 2 am by then ! My tired mind eventually beat my heart's desire and so i logged off .. its a waste to log off knowing tat he's online .. he's so near yet so far ..
woke up early in the morning for my early breakfast (since im fasting). he's always on my mind the very first thing when i woke up .. so when i finished eating and was settling down to sleep (or not, since 2hrs later i hav to wake up again) .. my heart wanted so much to let him noe tat i existed, tat i hope im not being forgotten by him but my mind was telling me tat he might not wan to 'layan' anyone esp me since maybe he might still be in his emo mood .. THIS time however, the heart overcame the mind .. and so i smsed him ! And he's okay i tink .. like i said previously, he's back to normal entertaining me like he always do .. wish tat we could tok on the phone soon .. miss his voice ..

bogo-ship-poyo 11:49 pm