Tuesday, 7 October 2008

its easier when i hav tat mindset now .. not tat im completely ignoring him (cant make myself do tat ) .. its just tat now i noe wat to and not to expect .. u noe .. so tat i wont be disappointed all the time ..

and recently, i start to add guys in my msn .. just guys tat i noe thru tagged.com .. when i hav friend requests, i still pick and choose which ones i wanna accept and reject .. but i nvr really view their profile .. then i wld gladly entertain them if they ever leave messages on the site .. if they do, i wld reply them and stuffs .. if i feel interested to noe them better and they wanna add me in msn, then i allowed them to hav my email add .. so far only 4 guys la ..

please dun make me sound like im desperate .. i really just wanna make more online friends ! if im bored, i actually hav ppl to chat wif online sia .. esp at home .. out of tis 4, one of them nvr starts any conversatn wif me yet (dunno if he noes tat ive added him ) and another only makes short conversatn sey .. so boring .. another always asks the same things .. but tis latest one tat i just added today was fine! suprised tat we chatted so easily .. he sounded friendly but not cheeky kind .. almost sounded cheeky when he asked for my contact no at the end .. but i didn't give duh .. definitely will chat more wif him ..

and suprisingly today, he (the original one .. haa) chatted wif me online just now, after i reached home .. he wasn't online at all when i was at work .. even if he's gonna be online at nite, i nvr thot he wld still chat wif me .. but he did which is gud !
got to clarify sumthing wif him .. and tat is, am i considered disturbin him if i chatted wif him even when his current status is 'busy' ? he said no .. fuh .. thank goodness ..
cos he was 'busy' when he started the conversatn .. then i thot if he was busy but he wasn't .. he told me tat he just dun wan 'other' ppl to disturb him .. tats y i pop the qn to him ..
and obviously if he still wan to chat wif me even thou he's 'busy', tat means he's not .. cos he noes tat i wont disturb him if he's really busy ..

well tats it ! sori if im being long-winded today .. i wonder y .. haa

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