Friday, 3 October 2008

today i've been doing a lot of thinking ..
cos during lunch, it was just us girls .. somehow they were toking abt r/s stuffs ..
one of my colleagues asked me if im attached .. dunno how to answer her ..
but i told them bits of it .. like how he's not ready for a r/s ..
immediately they told me to forget abt him ..
everyone's been saying tat !!
and at the same time, they were toking abt woman's gut instinct ..
then i was thinkin .. im not sure how a gut feeling in a woman shld feel like .. cos rite now, im doing the exact opposite of wat ppl are telling me to do .. that is to forget abt him who's not into a r/s yet .. the more i wan to NOT forget abt him .. u noe .. so now im thinkin whther wat im doing is gut instinct or just plain stubborness/not facing reality ..

so i've come to a conclusion .. i shld actually follow wat ppl are saying cos they are more experienced than me .. so rite now, me and him .. we're just friends. Im not gonna sms him all the time anymore .. so i need ur guys' support now .. remind me tat .. hee

bogo-ship-poyo 7:20 pm