Monday, 17 November 2008
sum things i wanna say b4 i go to sleep ..
i told myself tat im not gonna care anymore .. as in i dun wanna care abt him since its tiring when he dun reply ..
and i manage to not do silly things, like counting the no. of days since we last chatted etc.
so rite now, i dunno how long i nvr chat wif him online le ..
i noe tat he's leaving soon but i nvr thot of counting the no. of days left (since i already said tat i dun care rite) ..
he was online sat nite .. bt then he was offline .. nvr chatted wif me, bt its okay .. forget abt it ..
so tis 'not gonna care' was going on fine and well ..
so today am online most of the time .. chatted wif bff like normal .. once in a while i will close off our conversatn window .. anyway i appeared as busy so i wont noe who just appeared online rite?
then a window popped up and was so suprised tat its him .. he said wat he needed to say .. and he had to remind me tat he will be going away in 7 days time .. said tat he was busy working .. had no time to enjoy .. and lastly told me to take care of myself no matter wat ..
cant help but cry actually .. so my plan to not care basically failed ..
take care of urself too imy ..
bogo-ship-poyo 12:51 am