Friday, 17 October 2014

funny.
i used to notice this guy on the bus.
he would take the same bus as me when we're waiting for the buses @ dover mrt station.
it's always after school ended.
and i would remember which bus stop he would alight at, which is a few bus stops before clementi mrt station.
he was cute.
oh and I remembered something else! I always remembered seeing him around campus as well and he was probably an IT student since I'm from the school of business.

and NO I'M NOT A STALKER OK!

i just like observing people, especially if i kept noticing the same person that boards the same bus as me and happens to be cute ok!

I called him the 'cute guy in the bus'

...

4 to 5 years later..

no I didn't see the same cute guy in the bus anymore.
this time round I notice the handsome guy in the bus LOL
he's the 'guy with the orange backpack'

hence this post.

I..can't..believe..I'm starting to fall for this guy I BARELY KNEW.

yup, not even his name.

what's a girl like me to DOOOOO when I fall for guys so easily and its not fun at all OK.

I'm never the confessing type. (though I did that to someone indirectly and what happened?? he totally friend-zoned me and we never talked anymore, it's so sad. he's married and recently became a father and I'm so happy for him but I can never expressed it to him 'cos its just awkward..still. we used to be close enough..)

anyway..

I started noticing this handsome guy on the bus when (as usual, at the start of this post) I kept seeing him board the same bus as me at the opposite bus stop @ clementi mrt station ALL THE TIME.
well not everyday though..but you know what I'm trying to say here.

But recalling back (cos I have quite the memory), I used to see him take the same train as me @ woodlands mrt station too!
We even took it at the same cabin door once.
I used to wait at the same spot and I would see him stand opposite of me.
we both knew which door to stand nearer to when we boarded (because it was either platform A or D when its heading to JE station)
I remembered him wearing a red skinny pants with a black top ya.
It was a Wednesday because the lunch shuttle bus would bring us to Ayer Rajah Food Centre.
I went there with my colleague and ate near a stall I wanted so much to eat maggi goreng at.

While I was eating, I noticed him already sitting a few tables away from us. How I knew it was him..from that red skinny pants LOL. and of course I remembered how he looked like.

He probably took the next lunch bus after us 'cos we took it earlier than 12.

wow like FATE right??

I dunno :/

Nowadays when I take the train or the bus or the lunch shuttle bus as well, I don't see him when I wanted to, and it SUCKS.

so you see I was yearning to see him. that only means I'm kinda..falling for this guy..

and LATELY I started seeing him again on the bus most of the time. That is if I come to work LATE lol! and why i never noticed him anymore is because he no longer wore that orange backpack. That orange was quite striking, it was easy to spot him from the crowd ok!

ONE FINE MORNING i saw him with a book (wow he likes to read too??)
no guy i ever knew liked reading books. of course i like (no LOVE) if a guy likes reading books just like me too.. :(

and then another morning when he had like a soyabean carton drink with him. this guy drinks his soya bean, so good! lol

Another thing i recalled (before all these FEELS for this guy), i would arrive @ clementi and head to the bus stop and wait for the bus as usual.
While looking far for any incoming bus, i would see him standing a few feet from me.
(So he was always there before i knew of his existence!)
He carried with him like a hockey stick one time.
(damn this guy plays sports too! lol /likes/)

pretty much delirious me.

oh well.

so YOU! the guy that I'm talking about. Please tell me your name leh :((((

bogo-ship-poyo 2:44 pm